Jingxin. :D

Today, its an UNLUCKY day for me, the black ink which i brought from home, is spilled all over my Bag & Books, the bottle that contains it is smash into pieces of broken glasses, I think it broke because Stacey dropped my bag on the floor. Its not her fault, its mine [ really not stacey's fault ]. And so, my bag is soaked in black ink. I went to the toilet to wash it, in the end, I stained my school uniform and I got performace later during meet the parents session. I manage to borrow one uniform from Jasmine, now, I was thinking of how to clear up the damn mess.

Nowadays, I get confused of what I am doing, I don't know what I am doing or talking all day, and I NEVER knew it until somebody ask me :
What are you doing? OR
What are you talking about?

all this confusion is due to the stress i had in school, the homeworks are starting to form into a pile, and I am taking an Extra subject (Biology, it interest me) after school lesson time, from 3.00pm to 5.00pm, every mondays and thursday. And CCAs on Tuesday and Friday. This is tiring and tough, and made me not really concentrating on what I'm doing or my actions I had done. I found out that, I was thinking of skipping biology lessons, But, I know I can't, this is like normal lessons during school time. And can you imagine that, I am already thinking of skipping lessons after I took this subject for not even a month?

"You reap what you sow" I know it will be hard at first, it just like planting a seed, you will need to work hard to water it, weed it, and after all this hard work, the sweet fruits will grow, that is when it pays back. But now, the seed I planted haven't even Germinated, and I am thinking of giving up. Oh, what crap, I really hope i am SO SICK now that i get a one week MCs, just to take a rest at home, even it takes to miss some lessons in school.

I think I REALLY need some Advices on "how to DE-Stress" and "how to Change my metallity", Some help? :) Seriously, PLEASE and THANK YOU