I admit, I got no life, just like what shaun said.
Every mondays, tuesdays, thursdays and fridays i will always be busy. the only day i was free was on wednesdays on the weekdays. somtimes, on wednesday, i wil still need to stay back in school for certain reasons and that makes my all weekend busy. all this is not what i wanted, I want to go back to those days when i do not need to care about exams which is when i was in the lower secodary level. I used to pass my exams and tests easily even i didn't study for it. and those days, i dont need to do my homeworks, i mean, i don't do homworks. the teachers won't come after me.
now, i'm stressed, the pressure is getting heavier and heavier, tough questions begins to appear on test papers. everyday i felt very tired even if i slept for a long time, i feel sick. it's a burden and i cannot do anything to it. all i can do is:
- enjoy it, or suffer from it
- try to be less stress, if i could
- try to organize my time [ too bad i'm not a good planner, i don't have a plan now ]
- treat homeworking as a form of entertainment
now, i'm as good as dead. studies and CCA conquered and occupied my secondary school life from now on. i declared, "working" has won my life over, "playing" is now kicked out of me.
What will happen to me after my Os? after studying so hard, what will be the results of this big sacrifice? i do not know......


