Jingxin. :D

WHAT IS THIS?
I had enough of all this...

This is too much for me
you all know what position I'm now in?
What position you all put me in?
Well, enough said
I had enough.

this is how I want to express it:

As days passed by,
My cells are strained.
I feel as if, I'm not living
My life is slowly, being drained away
There I was, walking like a zombie
I got no life in me
I feel no life in me
All I have done,
Gone down the drain
I don't really feel great,
To be in 3e3.
All I want is just those days,
We were together.
There, we were laughing together
Now, although still in the same school,
We seldom speak our mind
You all seem so near, yet so far
Everything has changed
Every event is coming our way like bullets
These bullets pierce through my heart
But it's a miracle, Im still alive
I wish I will just drop dead
And forget about everything
So I won't have to give a damn, to this sucking world of mine.

It's lame, so it is better not to read it..