Jingxin. :D

I already have no life, yet they still want me to study. They accused me of NOT studying at home and banned me from using my handphone and the computer. Not even allowed to do iconnexion. What is this? damn it

since i was sec 1, they kept saying i will fail my examinations as i did not really took out my textbook to revise or study. BUT, they didn't know that i LISTENED and REMEMBERED all those main points. AND i manage to got to 3e3 which others say it's the best class. i'm not trying to be proud here.

they said:
- I never study [nevermind]
- I am not responsible [ok, nevermind]
- I'm useless and Lazy [ok, fine, nevermind]
- I stayed back after school for FUN.[WHAT? I STAYED BACK FOR FUN?!!! FINE THEN]

I DIDN'T STAY BACK FOR FUN, I WAS STUDYING!!and they didn't know it, they think i stayed back for nothing but fun. and there i was studying biology after school and having CCA.
forget it. Adults will never understand.

I admit, I got no life, just like what shaun said.
Every mondays, tuesdays, thursdays and fridays i will always be busy. the only day i was free was on wednesdays on the weekdays. somtimes, on wednesday, i wil still need to stay back in school for certain reasons and that makes my all weekend busy. all this is not what i wanted, I want to go back to those days when i do not need to care about exams which is when i was in the lower secodary level. I used to pass my exams and tests easily even i didn't study for it. and those days, i dont need to do my homeworks, i mean, i don't do homworks. the teachers won't come after me.

now, i'm stressed, the pressure is getting heavier and heavier, tough questions begins to appear on test papers. everyday i felt very tired even if i slept for a long time, i feel sick. it's a burden and i cannot do anything to it. all i can do is:
- enjoy it, or suffer from it
- try to be less stress, if i could
- try to organize my time [ too bad i'm not a good planner, i don't have a plan now ]
- treat homeworking as a form of entertainment

now, i'm as good as dead. studies and CCA conquered and occupied my secondary school life from now on. i declared, "working" has won my life over, "playing" is now kicked out of me.

What will happen to me after my Os? after studying so hard, what will be the results of this big sacrifice? i do not know......

TEARS

Jane doesn't know what to do, as she saw her best friend cry. She tried to console her, listen to her problem, but that friend of hers refused to tell her what had happened. It was sad to see a friend with tears of sadness rolling down her cheek.

"Ring! Ring!" there goes the recess bell.

Jane was still kept in the dark, not knowing the reasons for her very best friend to tear in front of her for the very first time. She tried to find out from her classmates about it, but none of them knows. She tried to figure out herself; soon she came to a conclusion:
She was unhappy about her results for Elementary Mathematics.

Jane remembered that a few days ago she was staying back after school, studying for an important test which will include into the overall marks. She even asked her for tuition for that particular subject. But even though she was hardworking, she doesn't seem to be able to score well for her mathematics since secondary one.

As time passes, Jane just couldn’t forget what had just shocked her. The bell goes, and all lessons had ended for the day, she went to find her best friend. She found her at a corner in her classroom, crying.

Jane asked her, based on her conclusion, is the terrible results that cause her to tear in front of her, nodding her head to agree with Jane, she told her what will happen to her if she bring this result back home for parents to sign. And Jane knows what will really happen as this happened a lot of times before, her friend will be accused for not studying hard enough, and in order to make her score better for the tests, her parents will often pull out the cane to cane her.

As Jane was not really good at offering solutions, she kept quiet for a moment. she felt bad, really bad, for she cannot offer good solutions to her friends whenever they need help.

"hey, why not we tell the teachers about it?" Jane asked, trying to break the silence.

But, no reply came. So she told her friend that she is going to tell her form teacher about it, they will know what to do. Her best friend parents were soon called to meet the form teacher. And on that day itself, her friend family understands their daughter more. Soon Jane no longer hears, her best friend telling her about she being caned.

this is the guy [om tan] that cause sufferings in school and made me hate school.
he really so "concern" everybody in the school and even want to "discipline" the pupils who didn't break any rules in school and wants them to take out their ez-link card as a form of punishment but he enjoys punishing students and soon, he forget the meaning of punishment in school which is: Punishment is only a means to an end, which is to change the pupil's attitudinal behaviour so that it becomes socially acceptable

today, he was walking to the canteen, then, he saw us outside computer lab 4, he thought we are playing truant. So he think he " big" rush up to the fourth floor to see what is happening and even took Faiz's EZ-link card. I bet his hobbies are:

punishing pupils
torturing pupils
confiscating students EZ-links card

then, during recess time, he locked yong shuang inside the 3e2 classroom.why is she still inside? she was just taking her things out so we thought she is outside the classroom. at first i thought he didn't notice her, so i told him someone is still inside, he say in singlish, which is poor english: " she deserved it, get out of here now and ignore her!"

bloody cold-blooded freak, what if there is a fire in school and she is still locked inside? she will be burned to death. if one day i am able to lock him up i will lock him in the computer lab and set a fire, making the whole lab to explode. torn him into pieces. luckily, yong shuang is smart, she climb out through the windows. if i was locked inside, i will wait and sleep in the class first. until the teacher come and i will tell him everything.

my blood is boiling while i typed this, i wish i'm a lawyer, so i can sue him to high court for "student abuse" and we have lots of evidence to show this. sue until he broke, lost his job and we could get a better OPERATION MANAGER WHO ONLY CARE ABOUT HIS OWN THINGS.

basket.... !#$!#%#$%$%!!@#$XYZZ

FLIGHT

today blogging assignment is the word flight. This word actually means :
The motion of an object in or through a medium, especially through the earth's atmosphere or through space. eg. the flight on the plane was wonderful.

flight is related to the word fly, which related to planes which flies. and this made me think of the RSAF which is the airforce of singapore. a few days ago, they got an exhibition " High on Asian Aerospace 06" they show to the public all kinds of planes in the air force. the airforce use a flight recorder for for recording flight data and they have flight path for the planes to move around in those lanes

Flight is a noun. it basically means a journey from a place to another place. there are many phrase related to the word. example:

flight of fancy - this means an imaginative but unworkable idea

the word flight also reminds me of the crashing of aircraft into the world trade center in 2001, the 911 attacks by the terrorist, more than 1000 people was killed. the tower also collaspe which shock everyone else. this incident occur in the morning where everyone is still in the sleepy mode. this made the city in chaos. a hijacked American Airlines jet, slammed into one tower of the 110-story World Trade Center. As smoke and flames poured out of the building and rescue workers battled to save victims, a second plane hit the second tower. The two towers soon collapsed. Huge clouds of smoke hung over Manhattan. The nearby Wall Street financial markets were shut down. A short time later, another plane struck the Pentagon, touching off a massive explosion and fire, and making a hole in one side of the building. and i think this cause a war to happen.

another incident was about the airplane SQ006 which crash at Chiang Kai Shek International Airport before it takes off, because aircraft took off from the wrong runway causing the crash from happening, 84 people was killed and many was injured.

Basically this word reminds me of those "plane" accidents that killed quite a number of people.