it sound stupid to be upset by those questions.
maybe i am too cold-blooded to even care. I don't know what i should do.
For the next week, i will be alone at home. my father has gone to China and my grandma will be going to south korea tonight. back at home, i will be ALONE. during this period, i will talk to me, myself and I when i reach home if not, i will be talking to four walls. how pathetic can i get. sigh
here are some advise:
Be grateful that there is someone who care for you
Be grateful that you heard people nagging at you
Be grateful that when you reach home, someone will talk to you
Be grateful that you hear human voices when you reach home
Be grateful that they care about your results
Be grateful that they hug you
Be grateful that dinner is prepared for you
Be grateful that they dotes and spoilt you
Be grateful that they know that you existed
Be grateful that you are not talking to walls
Don't complain if the food they cooked tasted disgusting
Don't pick on the food they cook
Don't complain they nags at you
Don't complain if they scold you
Don't reject them if they hug you
Don't compare their appearance
Don't complain if they tell you to study
Don't be angry if they scold you (not insults, fight back if they insults instead of scolding)
Don't blame them if they are uneducated
Do all those things i mentioned, if not you will regret..
I don't see the will in me to study anymore. Whats the point anyway? I don't want to earn big money. Just lost all the courage to study.
** I was forced to be independent. If i am not independent, I will be dying. I don't really want to be independent. It is really tough. Is not that i don't want to release myself, is that i don't know how to. I need couselling.**
Labels: counselling anyone?
