Jingxin. :D

feeling damn stressed up. I told Mr Jae that the irritation towards study from my friends are caused by me. I exert pressure on myself and this caused my results to deteriorate.

I flunked my Additional Mathematics. And now, i face the music of getting forced to drop Amath. Amath actually is not that tough and i actually failed it. sigh.

I flunked my Chemistry straight after i knew my Amath results. in another word, I lost confident. I gave up. I've lost the battle before it even started.

i had been considering, should i drop biology and amath? if i did, this will surely reduce my workload. i really do not want to stay back in school and study when everyone else is resting at home. By dropping subjects, i may have lesser stuffs to study on. I also had been thinking about not going to junior college when here i am already stressed up. i maybe can't even make it to JC, even if i do, i will flunk my papers like hell.

i want to be like the times in primary 1 - 6 and in secondary 1 and 2 when i do not even care about examinations. i need a break.

sigh

I dont want to take examinations or face my 'O' level results. I don't dare to..

***impt: i write this post doesn't means i need a "Adam Khoo workshop" to motivate me. it is a waste of time just to go that workshop.

Labels: flunked

I am Sick

Sick of the long long hours i spent in school,
Sick of taking minor and major tests,
Sick of certain lessons,
Sick of staying back when others had gone home,
Sick of hearing news about studies,
Sick of listening to textbook jokes,
Sick of concentrating too much on studies,
Sick of homeworks,
Sick of studying for tests,
Sick of learning complicated stuffs

lastly but most importantly,
I am Sick of the attitude of my classmates.

I really cannot tolerate their attitude towards studies although all of them are proven that they are intelligent. Well, studying hard is not bad, in fact, it is a good way to lead you to a good JC or Poly. But to a certain point, it is ridiculous. Is like you know the chapters very well, you studied, you prepared and yet, you are still asking teachers to teach you. This made the teacher feels like teaching a fish to swim in water.

Some of them are so anxious or in another word "kiasu" that they will be the first to raise up their hands and volunteer to go open houses of various tertiary institutions. I know they are excited to go to a good school for a good future, but all this led to? greed to earn more money.

These attitudes made them arrogant and selfish, i wont give the examples for this. For the sake of studying, they sacrifies time for rest. this cover the true meaning of "work hard, play hard" and is this worth it just to study for life? For the past 3 years, i have been tolerating this kind of attitude, maybe i should be like Yong Shuang and get out of the so called "best class" in sec 2.

today school reopen, so boring. haha, i'm still in vacation mood

Yesterday
went to do some visiting again, this time to friends house. firstly we went to Jocelyn's House. we were greeted by the friendliness of Jocelyn's parents. we chatted, laughed, crapped, screamed and yelled. Why scream? this is due to a television programme on a crazy dog, which is mentally crazy. it went biting everyone it saw. so it was exciting seeing the bloody dog attacking others and Jocelyn's mother screaming when the dog attacked. haha. after the movie, Jasmine, Min Yi and Jocelyn watch Hana Kimi on YouTube while the others watch the show which cast 5566. we spent about 3 hours at her house and we headed towards Xu Ning's house

At Xu Ning's House, they ate the chicken wings for lunch and short after that, Yong Shuang and shumei reach her house. after that we went up to her room and crapped. we watch television again haha. Xu Ning and I played the guitar, while Yong Shuang sang. After a short while, everybody was singing away with Yong Shuang. then after that, they are screaming the song. then it was photo taking. i didnt take any. we spent about 3 hours at her house too. and we went to our next destination: Foong Mei's House

At Foong Mei's House, we play with her little niece? or cousin? whatever, they behaved just like children. haha. Jasmine watch hana kimi again on YouTube while Shu Mei and Min Yi watch other show. then foong mei ordered pizzas for us. although the quantity is not enough, but i appreciate it. we spent quite a long time at her house. played, laughed, joked, crapped and chatted.

Today
have to go to school today, so tiring. i took my temperature in school today, 37.5 degree. another 0.1 degree i will have to go home. how good. hahaha. really very tired...

can't concentrate in every lesson. felt so tired. luckily got Stacey to wake me up. during PE, we played frisbee. it was very fun. and went home after PCCG lessons. tired ah..

eve of CNY 17/2 :

didnt sleep, need to prolong my parent life. haha, just kidding... so on the eve, my family had a reunion dinner at MY home. it sounded crazy that i was builled by my cousins[ from my father side] which was only like K2 and nursery? My god, my house was in full chaos, people are eating, screaming [cousins], playing [cousins] and throwing things [cousins again].

after the dinner went to my aunt's house for steamboat again! this time is because of a birthday of 2 of my cousins [too many cousins] which was 2 years old and 7 years old. I did not eat AGAIN as firstly, i was very full and secondly, the food are seafoods, which i do not eat.

Anyway on the eve, was Liqiang Birthday too, so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI QIANG!

1st day of CNY 18/2

went to my maternal family, over there, all my cousins are either working, married or same age as me, in short, all are teenagers. as i expected, they ask about my studies, results and location of my school and according to tradition, they doesnt know where is Junyuan.

after that, we went home and out again to visit my uncle [from my father side] and expected, they asked the same questions again and i have to answer them again. how boring

2nd day of CNY 19/2

stayed at home until 5 pm, during this time, i sleep, sleep, use computer and sleep again. waste half of my life sleeping. so after 5 pm, went to my father's friend's house at kovan. ok my english suck but lets continue, well he invited over 100 people to his house, but it is ok he live in a 4 storey big house dont know what is it. the problem is he ordered too little buffet, and so, there isn't enough food, so i sarcrified. haha

after that went to my uncle house [mother side] which was a bungolow. 2 storey and a big garden located near pasir ris park. and thats about it, nothing special.

Happy Valentine's day and Total Defence Day! to those who read my blog.

haha

Today we have mother tongue Term Assement 1 and English Term assement 1. Overall, i think the tests was fine.

Wrote the first question for english, which is, discuss the advantages and disadvantages for hiring foreign talents in your country, i think it is not out of point and i wrote 415 words which is more than enough, thus, according to trends, i think i will pass the paper.

As for Mother Tongue, i wrote the second question which is about newspaper article on young adults today who still rely much on their parents on money for their own personal expenses and loans. wrote about 643 words when i only need 300 words, that was like double of what is expected. and according to trends and past experiences, i think i will pass.

anyway, i passed my geography test, which means no need to treat jasmine. wahahha. and STACEY aka SPARKY, dont worry, you pass the geography test!

went to have lunch with candy, minyi, jasmine and yong shuang.

thats about it. bye

today is so boring,

yesterday, went to study with minyi and shumei. studied social studies as Monday is the TA1 and i left my textbook in school, how un-serious can i be? haha. I seriously think i need to wake up my ideas and buck up. i will try to score A for this TA1 for Social studies and other subjects.

sian.

better go study now!

today is friday, 9/2/07 . The day that the 'O' level results are released!

yea, i have been feeling quite excited about it since morning. The results are not the only reason i am excited about. Actually, there is two tests today and i have not been studying before taking the tests. why i did not study? this is to test my memory and intelligence. i will then know my standard after taking the tests. if i fail, i will study like hell for that subject in future. but this doesnt mean that i will not study any more if i pass my tests. Emath class test was, well, easy. But i dont know how to do the 2nd question and there goes my 4 marks. Biology test was damn difficult, and i think i will fail it. haha

Guess what? I passed my amath test which i thought i will fail. just pass though, at least it is still a pass =) as for geography, i dont think i can make it, 'cause i really didnt study for it. so Jasmine prepare to go KFC!

Subject teachers have given back our MSG [ mean subject grade ] of the subjects. here are my MSG (sucky, as it is calculated according to PSLE):

English - 4.5 [ between 60 - 69, but mdm saleha want us to go 2 grade higher which means i have to get 2.5 *AAAAAAAHHHHHhhhh* ]

Geography - 3 [since when my geog improve to a B3?]

Elementary mathematics - 1 [I can achieve this A1]

Additional Mathematics - 2 [I must be mad to aim for a A2 when i just passed my amath test, haha]

Social Studies - 4 [ expected, B4 ]

Chemistry - 2 [insane A2, study like hell]

*for the rest of the subjects, i have not recieve the MSG yet.

Today saw many of the ex-sec 4 students crying, some of the sec 4 2007 even cry with them. haha. so funny. today is the best day to sell tissue papers. (for sec 3s - YMCA Youth for causes ideas: to sell tissue papers at the release of 'O' Level results.) the best L1R5 result i saw was 09, 5 As and 1 B. How i wish that was mine. I also want to take results, but too bad i have not taken the 'O' levels yet. ha.

After looking at the graduates, I think i need to buck up and do better. so for the TA1, i will try to get as many A as possible.

Labels: study hard

this few weeks really nothing special to blog about. too busy with homeworks, tests, etc. so tired of this lifestyle. Nevermind, a few more months 'O' level will be here and after that i will be free!

yesterday went to play pool with Han Jun, Shu Mei, Sze Zhuang, Yong Liang, Chuan Yew and Rong Kui at Safra Tampines. well, play quite long. my skills are still not that good. i guess. haha.

Today, there is physics test, okay, it was average. i think i can pass. the only test i will fail is Amath. i know because i dont know how to do the first 2 question which is 12 marks. but i think i can get the 8 marks for the last question. SS test will be next week and Emath test this friday. TA1 is coming so soon. last 3 years TA1 starts in March and now? in Feb. Is not even Chinese New Year and yet TA1 is coming. Oh, this is CRAP!!

Interclass games are coming! going to win for the class. I fear the injury of Floorball which is the event i playing in. if i ever get hit on the finger, that finger is going to be damn swollen. but, if i am injured, i can be subsituted by reserve. thats good. aim for $500.

Extras- expression that 4e3 always use during lessons:
- Nonsense...
- Yah~
- What?! [high pitch]
- Cher!

Questions bothering us:
- Why boys must have sloped hair?
- why we didnt go anywhere in june holidays?
- what is the cut-off point for JC?

thats about it.haha

Labels: siansation (taken from LQ)